I feel like I have been in a bit of limbo these past few months, not really knowing myself. There has been a lot of re-evaluating, thinking about what the future holds and my path to it. I know I need to be kinder to myself, I need to stop putting up the walls and masking how I am feeling. I need to open my mouth more when something upsets me, that maybe I am just too good at hiding my feelings for fear of rocking the boat, upsetting others. I’ve always tended to go with the

Hello not quite from the other side but somewhere in the middle. A little up date on what has been happening with me, my last blog came from a place of sorrow, of drowning in my own sadness but I want to clarify one thing, when I said I felt alone, I felt alone even though I have a wonderful husband who loves me dearly and my feeling like that was absolutely nothing to do with him, it is this crappy depression that makes me feel like that, alone, or a burden to others, that f